Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Hope..

Yeah, hope is right. This is what came up when I googled 'hope'... I'm glad it did. Because when I thought up the word hope in my mind, this is the exact picture that I saw. Weird. So there is hope. There is always hope. What is hope? Hope is
the feeling that what is wanted can be had or that events will turn out for the best. Give me a reason to have hope. Give me a reason to believe. Give me something to believe. I'm sick of lies. Tired of lies. Sick and tired of all these lies. Get it? yeah that's it. I want truths. I have none. Someone tell me the truth. All the truth. Everything true you know. I want to hear it. right now. If I don't, it will hurt. It already hurts. It will just hurt worse. You probably think I am an idiot. So what. I don't care. But I do. Give me something to care about. I want to have hope. What is faith? Can you tell me? Faith is confidence or trust in a person or thing. I have no faith. It's true. None. none none none. I want to have faith. in someone.something. I want hope. There is hope. Is there hope? I don't know. do you know? I'm weird. I like this. Please be my hero. My anti depressant. my drug? something of the sort. Keep me going. Be the one to keep a smile on my face. To get at least a giggle out of me each day. Help me make it through the day, help me pull through everything. Will you be my angel? Help me out. I don't know what's going on. I need something to fight for.

4 comments:

J~me said...

I love you so much. I feel exactly the same way.

$ h e k i n a h said...

I love you mom..

J~me said...

You are all kinds of beautiful. And I am here for you. I am sorry I have been so focused on what is happening to me. I love you. So much. I am fighting for better things. Don't give up. Keep hoping with me. I love you Bayba. Lets go to McDonalds.

My name is Courtnay said...

thank you shekinah.
of course it means everything to me
to hear someone say that, no matter
who it is. you're such a good person,
and i'm glad we got to work through
our problems, and now we're friends.
you're great, keep your head up.
<3