Pepsi.

that's all I need. Is Pepsi.
Mmmmmmm.
I'm trying harder than you know. Harder than you think.
But I hate myself for giving up so easily.
I hate myself.
I hate everyone.
It's because of you.

I feel sick now. I'm falling.
I'm sick now.
And it hurts. It's so painful, I'm fighting back the tears now. Fighting.
trying so hard to be so strong when you're so broken is... so hard..
Help me, somebody help me.
I'm bleeding now, and breaking now. My lungs are collapsing, it's harder to breathe.

You should know. I want you to know. It's all because of you.
And I can't do this. I can't be strong. I can't.

it's this season. It hates me.
it is killing me.