this feels

Who ever decided you should have to title your blogs?
I don't like that.
I don't have anything to say really.
This feels like an end.
I lay in my bed, I cry, I hurt.
I'm sorry, so deeply sorry.
Everyone deserves a second chance.
You got a thousand, I got none.
I forgave you, I held you, I comforted you.
I whispered its okay, everyone makes mistakes.
I said, we're all human, we all mess up.
Nobody is perfect.
I guess I have to be.
I didn't do enough for you?
I wasn't there?
But I was, I was there.
I never meant to hurt you. I've never lied to you.
I would never hurt you again.
You are my everything, you hurt I hurt.
This can't be the end.
I can't let go of you, I can't lose you.
I need you, I want you.
Just you.
Only you.
My heart is yours.