I miss you.

My love, I think of you always.
I am constantly reminded of you.
I love you, I will always love you.
I am sure you've forgotten me. That's okay.
I do not wish to forget you.
You know, I'd give anything to speak to you.
You're the only one who ever understood.
I have so much to say, so much to tell you..
But I know I never will.
I have everything, but I am completely alone.
I am completely empty.
I dream, I long, I cry..
Come back for me. Please, don't leave me.
If you go, I lose everything, my self goes first.
You went. Everything changed.
Where am I? Who am I?
I think I'm trapped, I know I'm lost.
Why did you have to go?
Since you left I've been alone.
When you went, I turned cold.
I've been broken without you.
I would be okay if you were still here, you know.
I wouldn't be dead if you didn't go.
See what's happened to me?
Look at what I've turned into.
And now I'll never be loved.
I'll never be accepted or wanted.
I've been destroyed.
And I'm more ugly than I've ever been.
I'm more nothing than I ever was.
I want to disappear.
I can hardly breathe.
Save me. Help me.
Take back everything you did.
Rewind. and just be there.
All I EVER wanted was you to love me back.
Why couldn't you just love me?
I am ruined.
I cannot love anyone now.
I cannot be anyone now.

I miss you, every day.

This is where I lose.

Am I lost? Have I gone missing?
Has anybody noticed, or is it just me?
How long have I been away? Don't tell me. Though I won't feel anything at all.
I am not afraid to know that I have misplaced my self.
I am completely alone in this place, but you are here.
It's dark, and empty. There's nothing here.
No comfort, nor discomfort.
The only love is of hate, the only pleasure comes from pain.
Existence is not known.
This perished place, defined as death by the unmindful.
They'd say it's corrupt, they'd say that we're lost.
In a sense they'd be right, but not how they think.
We have been tainted, we have been turned.
We have been burnt to living death in this hell.
Judged, abused, and hated by most.
Lied to, used, and mistreated, always.
We've lived, we've learned, and we've died.
Pushed completely beyond our limit.
Gone and not coming back.
No regret, no guilt, no shame.
Pure evil.
About nothing but making you hurt, when you don't deserve it.
I feed off your innocence.
Seductive, misleading, and sick.
I'm a fraud, but you'll fall for it.
You crave me, and I long to corrupt you.
This is something you cannot fathom.
Such darkness you'll never know, but I wouldn't trade it for anything.
The world is mine.

And you don't know who you thought you were.

What are we supposed to do without our minds?
We'll hide away for our souls have been stolen, and now we feel so alone.
Forget all of our needs. You are my one desire.
Touch me. Want me. Love me. Always.
We drown ourselves in feelings of despair, for we have been depraved.
Involuntarily stripped of our sanity, when we were young.
Torn from innocence, we turned our ways.
Our heads abound in vile thoughts...
We began with self destruction.
The mind I swear I once had, I'd admit to be ailing.
It all became a matter of choice, complete with masochism.
We are cold, we are dark, we are sick. But we are passionate, and we are real.
Though my heart may seem dark, it's what I have to offer.
I know it's nothing special, but it will always beat for you.